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Hey everyone.
So its the week of insane stress and emotional eating. I have many assignments, group presentations and finals on the go. I am losing it all over the place but holding it together well.
You know, i tend to plan things. It doesnt always work out very well. I need to start trusting in God more. No ones ever made it on their own.. and if they have, i want to know how.
I had a very humbling day. I had to ask for money, and it about ripped my heart out. It was really really hard.
I want this day to be a testament to my life, someday i want to pay it forward, for someone i love to call me in a time of need, and i will give to them. I don't know how else to say thank-you.
My mind is zipping from left to right and i can't hold it still. I am going to bed and tomorrow i am handing in assignments and presenting things. and its almost over, and i will just breathe... for about a week and then find something else to stress over.
I love you.